zombiekitter6588

i will not kiss ass and suck up to be part of the "cheerleaders" that i work with. Fuck you bitches. I don't know how they manage to keep breathing they are so far up each others' ass'. Just because your id's say u r an adult still doesn't mean it. Enjoy what time you have left there.

For almost a decade I have had a purpose, my goal was to be a good wife not normal by any standards but good no less. I planned on someday becoming a mother. These dreams have been torn from me. I wretched and cut one loose when I fell in love with another. I take full blame. I have no boundries with my love, I would have died for them. I have neither one of  them in my life now. Where to I go. I am utterly lost. My strength is here but where do i go , will the world swallow me?

I AM BEGINNING AGAIN REBUILT FROM ASHES, A FIRE SET BY MY OWN HANDS. I WILL LET RIVERS OF TEARS WASH ME CLEAN. MY ROOTS TAKING HOLD DEEPER IN THE SOIL, HOLD FAST TENDER VINE. IN THE SUN I WILL GROW WATCH ME. I WILL BE BEAUTIFUL AGAIN.